Alluders - My Dirty Lover testo lyric

TESTO

I feel your breath on my neck right here in my bed
I cannot stand it
Just want to break your head with a baseball bat
You're a parasite, a brain destroyer, a pain in the ass
I wanna kill you
Oh my dirty bitch, my dirty lover

Day by day all I do is hurt myself instead of hurting you
God give me a knife
cause all I want to see is her dead body
I should have a bit of common sense but I'm stupid and weak
God purify me
and look how much I hate my dirty lover

Help me, I'm sick
I'm not sober, I'm not complete
Help me cut her skin
I'm the maniac, she's the enemy
Let the bloodshed begin
cause without her I'll be free
Let it flow on my hands
baby I'm waiting for your fuckin end

And shadows all around me turn into something I'm afraid of,
lonely limbo
Hell talks to me and sets fire on my body,
lovely evil
I just cannot wait to dismember myself
I just cannot wait to smash my head

Help me, I'm sick
I'm not sober, I'm not complete
Help me cut her skin
I'm the maniac, she's the enemy
Let the bloodshed begin
cause without her I'll be free
Let it flow on my hands
baby I'm waiting for your fuckin end

Help me, I'm sick
cause I love when you're bout to scream
Wound me violently
cause I don't deserve anything