duvalier - 22 10.8 testo lyric

TESTO

is this the bottom or could you wait for more?
is this the end of the only line I know?
I’m here to keep you and I’ll keep you close
things were never meant to go beyond control
so I folded all the blinds to see if the lights were on
every noise I heard was something snapping inside of me
and now I can’t even write lyrics anymore
and whoever said that art comes from suffering
has never suffered for real or he’s really less broken than me feels like I weight a third of what I’m feeling I’m weighting right now
the same gravity of Mars 6 more mile, 16 more miles, 26 more miles and I’ll be falling apart collapsing, deteriorating, imploding in a self-conscious experience where everything I’ve ever felt was just an irrationally complicated ruse to get me think I can actually feel and I should feel something right now. should I?
they make you think that to elevate oneself
is the only way to pure emotional bliss,
but emotions are nothing if deprived of context
and the only bliss I’ve ever felt is being here, being now, being sinking in a couch that doesn’t want me to stand
but I can’t stand on my own
I’m getting deaf to sound, I’m getting deaf to noise; just try 835 time more
I’VE BEEN DRAGGING LONG ENOUGH. MY BATTERY IS LOW AND IT’S GETTING DARK.